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assalamualaikum.. hye u'all.. new life story.. new style.. new special boy.. what else??? hurm.. new love story.. ahahahaha... "learn from previous mistakes and being a mature girl".. what i have learn is not easy to being a good teenagers.. as a teenager, we need to prepare our mentality and emotion because various problems will come and we must wisely overcome the problem... 

for me.. as a teenager, have a lot of problem that i have overcome oneself.. it is more difficult if we don't prepare from beginning.. it is more about hart filling and love problem.. it was very dizzy.. when i remind that problem.. it is more funny.. it is because a man that really distress me.. uurrgghh.. because of he, i was hated by a girl.. Enough for a confusing love story

next, let's me share to u'all about my new life.. now i'm 2nd semester at the Institut Profesional Baitulmal... i'm feel so happy and grateful to Allah because i do not have to repeat back any subject.. but i can not feel so happy because i need to study hard and wisely in this semester... my life in college is more different rather than 1st semester because i have stay outside and no have many friend.. i'm really missing all my friend during 1st sem.. but, it is ok to me because i need to learn how to live alone without anybody.. why i have say it?? because i don't know how my future will be come.. whether everybody can accept me as i am.. hopefully yes.. because i know there are some who hate me.. so, I have to control my behavior and conversations that it does not hurt anyone... to anyone who is concerned, I apologize for my past mistakes... hope u can accept me as u'r friend.. as we know.. no body perfect in this world.. we all have make mistakes.. who are we to judge other people mistakes??? let justice decide.. 

okey.. close the old book story and open a new book story.. from now, i have decide that i want to focus more on my study, my family and also my lovely friend.. because they are more important to me and they are everything to me.. nothing can replace them.. love them so much... thankful because they are always with me, even in difficult nor easy.. my friends have support me to continue life even many trials ahead.. teenage life is a lot of trial because it was a bit of help youth to overcome that trials wisely..  

my special boy??? my prince is muhd syaffiq bin zulkifli.. he is really new in my life.. love him so much.. For me, he was a good man and well-educated.. he likes to advise me not to do things beyond the limit.. I hope he will be so until any time.. he is very special.. I hope he will not disappoint me as I called his special girlfriend.. and i also hope that he will be the last man in my heart until i die.. but, people said that we can not hope so.. but, i believes that he is my future... amin... 

p/s: may Allah SWT always bless me, my family, my prince, his family, all my friend and people in this world.. amin...

                my late father..              my prince charming.. <3 him so much